I don't know who he was. I didn't speak to him. I try not to think about it too much, who this man was and what he may have left behind. The wondering would drive me mad if I did.
I was on lunch from from my shitty IT job, wandering the area by my office trying to tune out the pain and ignore the things around me. I saw him standing there, across the street from me. He was filthy, covered in sweat, a look of maddened terror in his eyes. I thought he was homeless from the way he dressed, his disheveled hair, his broken open shoes.
I tried to ignore him like I did everything going on around me but I just couldn't do it. They were swarming him, formless black shapes swirling in the air all around him, and I couldn't bring myself to look away. The pain in my head increased tenfold and I screamed.
That's when he noticed me, when the old homeless man looked at me. Dead at me. Ithink, in the moment before they took him away that he knew. He knew I could see them. I saw the fear in his eyes grow as they closed on him, mixing with regret and possibly pity, and he seemed to be silently begging me to help him. Pleading for my help.
And then he was gone.
Ever see shadows on the road then they disappear?
ReplyDeleteMore than I'd like.
DeleteYou shouldn't be doing this, putting things up for the whole world to see. It's dangerous. You're gonna get us all killed.
ReplyDeleteWhat does it matter, Pete? Not like I'm a part of your little club anymore, anyway. Leave me the hell alone.
DeleteDoes proximity to the things cause the pain, or is it a side effect of seeing them? Is this simply when the pain began, or does it only hurt when they're in view? Can you USE it?
ReplyDeleteI'm getting to that, trust me...
DeleteCould you have helped him? Did you let an innocent person die?
ReplyDeleteI don't know...I really don't know.
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